Underneath It All

2009-06-19T08:24:00.002+08:00

I havent felt like this in awhile n god, i dont ever want this feeling to stop :)

2009-06-13T00:40:00.001+08:00

This is where a chapter of my life closes..and another chapter begins.

Please walk me through this.

2009-06-08T07:52:00.007+08:00

I had an awesome weekend to mark e end of sch :)

For years now, ive always wanted to go somewer by myself, preferably e beach, n read a book n have some time for myself to think n relax. After all tt crazy cb workload on my shoulders, I'm glad i finally did it, only tt it was at one fullerton starbucks instead, wit one tall vanilla choc cream chip but everyting else was in place - the sun, the sky, the wind, the water, the peacefulness.

Called shima randomly n we made an impromptu decision to head down to JB. so soon she was off to my place to grab my passport & shirt n i met her up in e late aftrnn. Thanks for e ride, e food n all e crazy fun shima & man. i had a gd time! heh. e ayam penyet, shisha at danga bay & all tt crazy drifting! haha.

Sat was Diva La Futbol wit e Angels! Considering we're inexperienced, i think we did quite well even though we lost all e matches. hahaha. Gd team chemistry, woo! Let's join again nxt yr k, n wit practice this time round! Either way, i dun mind gg back coz they gave out awesome goody bags!!! :D :D

Nxt it was Sentosa for me! I got to read my book der too. hahaha. althought not exactly alone, coz they were probly like 30 ppl der, but it's all gd. Everyone was really frenly :)

Sun was work, dinner break wit Zah at Lerk Thai (my first time!) n den chill out for awhile at McD's wit Shaz & Sary. Sorry girls for errr stoning for a bit. HAHAHA. n falling asleep on u wen u called, shaz. Too tired to function alr :P

Anyways till i quit Guess at e end of GSS, im currently holding 3 jobs. e third job starts today n im looking forward to it. Gona be really busy this holiday, hopefuli i can manage my time well between work, trainings, studying & friends. Hmm. I can do this!

so much to think about. a mix of disappointment, confusion n happiness in diff ppl in my life rite now. sucks balls.

2009-06-02T07:54:00.002+08:00

Firstly, happy 20th to my dearest cousin, Elyn! Funny how once upon a time, we used to hide e cookies in e closet n eat it past midnite, coz ur parents dun allow us to have midnite snacks n we thought we were so cool? hahaha. not so, after u made me brush my teeth coz u insisted ur parents wld check! HAHA. we literally grew up tgtr, ure my bestest cousin since as far back as i can rmbr. nw tt uve entered adulthood, i hope we'll remain as close as we were when we were little! enjoy ur special day today, finally e big 2-0! :)

Yday was my first time at E2max @ Cineleisure. Pretty neat. Anyways, go catch this movie if u havent! SUPER funny!! :)

2009-06-01T00:32:00.003+08:00

This week has been equally as tiring. Everyday is jampacked wit something that everytime im home, i sleep like a pig. Like today, as soon as i came home at 4plus, i slept all e way till nearly midnite! n now i cant sleep.

n since today's 1st june, happy 1st june to you. hmm.

Some pics taken this week;

angels' farewell chalet at Home Team NS

Cup runner up at this yr's Blacks' Fun Touch, woohoo!

everyone who took part yday :)

got home in time to be der for my youngest brother's circumcision on sat!

my horrible2 eyebags! :(

I enjoyed myself fully this week. BD Phase 1 is over, n we did great in e end, which feels darn gd. Heh. I had my fave takoyaki on wed, had a gd laugh over a dare at City Vibe, played an impromptu badminton match on fri at e sch's sports hall, visited SP's museum at moberly(HAHA) n a nice catch up session wit my cousins. Besides that, I met my fave girls on n off e field nearly everyday this week. n e only thing's tt missing wld be seeing my gfs whom i havent met since 5th May! helloooo, biler nak jumpe!

Im hoping this week wld be jz as awesome. Gdnite everyone :)

2009-05-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

2009-05-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

Happy bday to Junyu, Fel, Gyver & Hai Hong! :)

I feel so alive this week coz everyday is packed wit fun-filled activities, from mon all e way to sun! Mon was 10 things i hate about you at e main lib & dinner at Cavana, tue was training, wed was Sg Flyer & Popeyes for Junyu's bday celebration! (& short catch up wit Shima!!) n visited my colleagues during closing coz i miss them so, thur was ice skating in e morning for fel's bday surprise & training in e evening, fri was secret recipe marble cheesecake(!!!) at plaza sing for all e may babies n Night At The Museum 2 afterwards wit half e class before sleepover at Clare's wit e girls. Sat n sun was work n i had dinner wit Zah at Pastamania, yay.

So that sums up my week. N im e happiest girl tonite coz i bought pink shorts from Mango earlier this evening. hahaha. Im not even e shorts kind of girl but i truly love e colour. Shall motivate myself to hmm lose some kgs first before i wear them out. SO HAPPY! :D

Week 6 tmr -.-

2009-05-19T09:06:00.001+08:00

Can a leopard change its spots?
That's what i really wanna know. Hmm.

2009-05-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

Rushed down to Singapore Flyer yday after work to catch this! We didnt get to c much coz we came almost to e end but e few stunts we saw were incredible!!!! Happy, happy me! haha.

2009-05-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good day today, really is! :)

2009-05-13T11:34:00.003+08:00

It's been a crazy week this past few days, i really needed tt short getaway last Sat, even if it was jz JB. I'm so tired of thinking, worrying abt every single minute detail in my life n rite now all i want to do is just to live life. Live, Love, Eat sounds like a gd plan to me. Hehe. Starting this very minute!

Wish me luck for my interview at Guess this afternoon! :)

2009-05-09T09:23:00.001+08:00

Raudha's 19th last Tue. The best food fest we've had, ever! <3

2009-05-08T19:45:00.001+08:00

Hoho i really think i need that. I feel like there's something wrong with me. Im just not capable of having feelings anymore :(

2009-05-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

I meant those 3 words. Then, Now, possibly for many more yrs to come. No one can ever mean as much to me as u do. But teenage romance jz nvr did last, do they?

What a horrible horrible long weekend it has been.. :(

2009-05-02T16:34:00.003+08:00

This entire situation feels like going up on a rollercoaster. going round n round, then up n down. & now that e ride is almost over, im going green in e face, n i feel sick to my stomach. e only difference is, i dun haf a barf bag wit me n it doesnt seem like i'll get better anytime soon. just please dont make me go up a second time.

2009-04-27T20:23:00.006+08:00

Why is it that when ure broke, there seems to be so many things to buy but once u have all e money in e world, nothing seems worth buying? it's so puzzling.

i wanna go shopping so badly rite now, im cursing CAAS under my every breath for delaying my 2 paycheques. I was window shopping online n i came across so many pretty baby clothes!!! SEEE..

SO CUTE!!!! :D i am in love. hehehe. with babygap. all e clothes r so adorable! i wish i have my own baby girl rite now so i can dress her up pretty! (: i really like e crochet dress tt baby was wearing! haha..but at least there's gd news. there's gonna be a little girl in e hse soon enough. i absolutely cannot wait!

plus all e more i can hit zara kids section more often, so yay!

n i was reading berita harian during e wkend & i came across this article talking abt online shops. Check this out;

baby diaper cakes!!! its e perfect gifts for baby showers,man. all e presents wrapped up in a 'cake'..really creative idea. babies these days r so lucky. so jealous :(

2009-04-26T10:12:00.002+08:00

It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands

I'm glad we had that talk on Wednesday, it makes me feel so much lighter when Ive got everything off my chest. N i can c u trying for now n it means the world to me but we've tried for 7 years running n im not sure i wanna try any longer if we crash n burn again.

Funny how ive always wanted to move to a new blog site but ive nvr done so. Ive been blogging under this domain since i was 14 or 15. moving to a new blog means making a fresh new start n letting go of the past. but ive always hold on tightly to all the memories, the stories i wrote here n i dun think im ready yet for a new clean sheet. Which is exactly how im living my life rite now. Livejournal or wordpress could have been better for me but blogspot has treat me well n see me tru nearly everyting so upgrading doesnt seem necessary(new theory girls HA HA HA lame).

Yday i enjoyed my Saturday fully wit my mom & dad. They took me out for dessert at a nearby neighbourhood, we picked Edry up from sch, went Jurong Point for dinner at Sakura & aftr grocery shopping at Sheng Siong, my dad bought yogurt for everybody (:
The fact that we rarely do so makes me feel so much more hapier n appreciative of everything.
I made a promise to myself to take my mum dad & Edry out to eat at any restaurant they wish once i get my pay.

WHICH IVE YET TO RECEIVE!!!!! bloody hell.

I shall get going now. My last 1st week in SP was alrite :) Same ol' everything. the only highlight would be my fri nights wit the whole lot, watching S-League matches at lavender. hahaha. It's been 2 weeks in a row n it's still quite exciting.

i am so hungry now! there better be food in the kitchen...

2009-04-15T22:11:00.003+08:00

I dunno whether it's me being petty or it really is an issue but one thing's for sure, i cannot stand feeling this way. I hate it i hate it i hate it. n i cant even voice it out coz for sure it'll be one big story after that, as always.

That aside, 2 more days of attachment(!!) n it'll be put out of my misery. Time cant seem to fly by any faster,dammit!

" Men are like the earth and we are the moon; we turn always one side to them, and they think there is no other, because they don’t see it, but there is. "
— Olive Schreiner

2009-04-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

I had a gd laugh reading thru some of this cheesy Muslim pick up lines. I thought i'll share it here wit everyone :) Cheesy but at least Creative hahaha.

1. OH MY GOSH! I just saw part of your hair, now you're obliged to marry me.
2. Our parents engaged us when we were little, they must have forgotten to tell you.
3. I'd like to be more than just your brother in Islam. (I LIKE!!! hahahaha)
4. To watch you pray is a sin of its own.
5. Will my platinum VISA cover your dowry?
6. You can't play basketball with a jilbab on, marry me, and we will go one-on-one our entire life. 7. Muslims are supposed to have many children, and I am willing to do my part...
8. Will you help the cause of the Ummah by helping me fulfill my deen?
9. Wanna pray in jamaat? shoulder to shoulder, feet to feet?"
10. Assalamu alaikum, so what time does a hur al-ayn (beautiful person from Jannah) like you have to be back in paradise?
11. What school of thought do you follow because I thought about you all through school
12. Can I have your wali's phone number?
13. So, read any good Surahs lately? (khekhekhe)
14. Do you believe in the hereafter? Oh you do? Then you know what I'm hereafter.
16. Would you like to see my collection of Bukhari's?
17. Lets get married so I dont have to lower my gaze everytime you walk in the room
16. Didn't we meet when I went on Hajj/fought Jihad/ on the day we testified Allah was our lord?
18. I've had to fast every day since the day that I first saw you.
19. It must be Laylatul Qadr. Because that's the night that angels come down from Heaven. (cheeesssyyyyyy)
20. Sister, is your hijab naturally blonde?
21. You remind me of the Ka'aba. I can walk around you all day long.
22. That Noor on your face really brings out your eyes.
23. Do you work for Al-Qaeda? Because you've just abducted my heart.
24. Your father must be Osama Bin Laden, because you're da BOMB!
25. Are your feet tired? Because you've been performing Tawaaf in my mind all day long? (!!!!!)
26. You remind me of the Ka'aba. I can walk around you all day long.
27. Would you like to help me wake up for Fajr?
28. Are you a Shiite? Because when I saw you, I said to myself, "She aiight".
29. I thought the "Hoor al-Ayn" only lived in Jannah.
30. That hijab really compliments your eyes..
31. Do you wanna date? I bought a box full when I went to Madinah.
32. Girl, you fine. I see praying five times a day has paid off.
33. That's a nice burka. Can I talk you out of it?
34. I must have died a shaheed and gone to heaven because you are my 72 virgins all in one.
35. I need to break my fast. Can I have a date?
36. I didnt trip over my thobe, I fell for you.
37. Can I have ur number so I can wake you up for fajr?
38. I know Halal meat does a body good, but damn, how much you been eatin'?
39. Would you like to share my prayer-mat? (khekhekhe)
40. *Looks around girls hijab* "sorry, I was looking for the made in jannah tag"
41. You can be the queeen of my Hurs anyday.
42. After seeing you, the first thing I said was Mash'Allah. The next was Inshallah!
43. Just say out loud - MASHA'ALLAH!
44. My name is BlackSeed, I do the body good.
45. Is it me or is it getting a lil halal in here? (hahahaha)
46. I'm not sure of the Nikah process. Can you help me through it?
47. I just made dua for YOU.
48. Do u remember me?...from the alam al-arwah (9th heaven - where the spirit of the person lives on ever since the first creation of the person in purely
49. You are the reason why hijab was mandated.
50. Have your ammi call my ammi
51. You're so beautiful, even hur al-ayn would be jealous
52. I dont need mahr...YOU are my mahr
53. I'm one of the few guys to get a hur al-ayn not only in the Next Life but in this one as well
54. You are the coolness of my eyes.
55. I love the way your Abaya flows when you walk
56. If i become a shaheed i will get 72 of you!
57. So.. Where is your Wali?
58. Nice ankles. Very nice.
59. I'm not staring, I'm just enjoying my first and only allowed look.
60. Your face shines with so much nur that it could launch a thousand (Jihadi) ships
61. Sister, you are a hijabi fitnah.
62. I'm new here, can you take me to the closest masjid?
63. Allah created everyone in pairs, so what are you doing, single? (!!!)
64. Wow, are you a decendent of Yusuf (as)??
65. You shine with so much nur that you could light up a room..in my heart
66. You make me realise why we're asked to lower our gaze so much
67. Your feet made me lower my gaze.
68. Praise be to Allah, who created you so beautifully full of nur

Enjoy! :D

2009-04-04T10:16:00.003+08:00

My timetable this sem isnt so bad compared to previous sems so yay :)

9 more working days n im done wit ITP. thank goodness!!

Cannot wait for work to be over, n for sch to start!!!!!

2009-03-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

Today has been such an emotional day.

I was pleasantly surprised when i checked my email early in e morn to c my grades.
I was overjoyed when i saw my GPA.
I felt humiliated sitting at the round table (ppl even laughed when they walked past) tt i almost teared.
I felt angry when i started to complain to my frens during lunch.
I felt relieved after we get to change to a nearby desk after lunch after we requested to move.
I felt comforted when i get to leave the office at 3.30 for my research task at town.
I felt happy when i finished my task earlier than expected & met Shima for abit.
I felt good spending some good quality time wit Cit.
I was upset when i realised i misplaced my black cardigan at Zara!!!! & someone blardy stole it!!!
I nearly instantaneously cheered up after i got myself a top from F21. yay.

2009-03-17T16:49:00.004+08:00

Been feeling down for a bit today. No words can describe how frustrated i feel this past few days, seeing everyone else get As & slacking around while ive been out & about doing this stupid benchmarking projs n getting Cs for reasons i absolutely cannot comprehend why. I worry abt e proj when i wake up, n i continue to worry abt it till e minute i fall asleep. It takes up alot of my time, even during weekends & any spare time i have. It's so tiring :(

It's engaging, yes. But it's blardy challenging till e extent i jz feel like giving this up.

Why am i so unlucky??!!

2009-03-13T14:13:00.003+08:00

Counting down to e end of work, Week 2(!!!)

Another 3 hrs 15 mins to goooo!!

2009-03-11T10:53:00.004+08:00

I am so looking forward to lunch rite now coz im so hungryyy!!! :( Lunch has got to be e best part of e day n also e worst part of e day coz i get to spend time wit my frens & try diff places to eat (which is always a plus point for me. hehehe) but im also spending more money than actually earning them, esp since e fact tt im earning only abt $1.40/hr??!! even my kinder bueno cost more! boohoohoo.

e only highlight of my attachment so far wld be my visit to e transit area yday. other than tt, work has been truly mindless & tiring.

anyways, took this from elyn's blog (hope u dun mind,cuz):

Every movie we see, every story we're told, implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule.

But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs.

How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

-He's Just Not That Into You

I truly need to wake up n realise this :'(

2009-03-06T09:53:00.004+08:00

Laguna Beach(!!!)

the more i work here, the more frustrating it gets sometimes to be Constantly reminded of how my dreams of traveling might nvr come true. n now tt im in the world's best airport every single day of my life for 7 bloody weeks, n researching 24/7 on international airports & global retail/f&b trends, it makes me badly wanna go even more.

To be honest, im ready to start saving. I jz have nobody to go with.

n can u imagine how cheap tour packages r these days???????????

Please take me, n i'll love u forever n ever.

2009-03-05T15:16:00.002+08:00

Just wanna wish Good Luck to Shaz, Zah, Sary, Zana....errrr everyone who's taking their Alvl results tmr :) all e best! shaz & zah, my phone better be ringing by 4. hurhurhur.

2009-03-03T10:34:00.008+08:00

Im at work rite now n weilin is watching her korean movies while im blogging. HAHA.

There's absolutely nothing to do here so far so its been staring into space for 2 days straight. Thank god for joan val rendy tommy n viknesh who's here too so there's alot of funny stories to share whenever we c each other :) i like being in airport tho. it's so relaxing n peaceful.

anyways since my last paper on fri, ive been pretty busy. Cit took me to Manhattan Fish Market aftr my paper on Fri n e view was absolutely beautiful. We were at e balcony n it overlooks nearly e entire clarke quay n it really is breathtaking at nite. Eating there reminds me of fnc n i really miss my frens at work. It's been ages since i last saw everybody!

Kak CT cooked nasi kerabu on sat morning. U shld try it mannnnn. its damn nice, some johor specialty. e rice is usually blue in colour. hold on, i might as well google it. hahaha. power breakfast meal im telling u!

I had picnic wit e girls at ECP n karaoke in e evening. I wish we played more of tt stick game tho. hahahaha. but at least i got my strawberries dipped in chocolate. hehehe.

Sun - Surf & Sweat 2009 at Tanjong Beach, Sentosa. I think every grp did pretty well, most of us topped e group category. mine got into top 8! e rain jz had to spoil it tho so tt was how we took this grp pic below, wen everyone tried to squeeze in into e hut. fauzy even shampooed in e (heavy) rain. hahaha. speaking of angels/burners, cannot wait to head down to sp for training later. My first since IVP! ive gotta start exercising, honestly!

Mon - Start of ITP. All e way from Lakeside to Changi Airport, goodness. There's 37 SP students here, plus another 15 from NP! Jz for e record, Im in Commercial, Joan's in Admin & Val's in HR dept ;) anoder 6 wks 3 days more to go.

oh oh check out wad edry, my very own take home chef, made for me on sun nite,

yummy!

ok so tts about it. i cant believe i actually bothered to post up such a massive picture post. this is how bored i am here. i wana ask e supervisor to send me home :(

here's a pretty rainbow i saw at Kembangan yday

n last but not least;

Happy 20th bday Partner! No more "Who's in the house? Jazreel's in the house!" for u! hahaha.

Have a great day ahead everyone. Im off to online shopping next. Heh.

2009-02-24T17:06:00.003+08:00

So my LO called me twice today, one in e morning to arrange an appointment wit me. n second to inform me tt my ITP company has withdrew ME from the list. Funny how i wasnt even surprised this time round. I just feel sick to my stomach. coz it's now 440 (hahaha same as u alr ayu) n it's at freaking CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL 2!

ITP is a joke,man.
From Tuas to Toa Payoh to Dhoby Ghaut to Changi Airport. Next they'll probably post me to Johor. Hurhur. Record-breaking honestly; 4 TIMES!

For now, i need to find a temporary home at pasir ris man. -.-
I've alr planned to buy lots of sudoku n word puzzle books n update my mp3 list for my long daily trips.

So again, screw u SP.

2009-02-21T16:28:00.002+08:00

Ok can i just add that im fucking pissed alr.

My ITP company chged again.

N my salary's reduced.

Thanks SP.

2009-02-21T15:41:00.002+08:00

Squeezed some time to watch this with Clare after our study date yday. hehehe. Gd movie :D ive always loved Drew Barrymore & Jennifer Aniston. Go watch!

3 more papers to go! Wish me luck!

2009-02-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

fitri & ayu up next to join e 19th clan! hehe

mom & edry

to the two people who i noe will be in my life now n forever, happy bday :) happy 19th to Shima n happy 12th to Edry!

n tmr will be abg khairy's 23rd & thur will be delene's 19th! so many feb babies! n this is just for this week alone. haha.

btw FM was fucked up man. i gotta keep my motivation going for e next 4 papers!

2009-02-10T22:21:00.003+08:00

My new ITP company! :D

I'm quite pleased since my previous ITP company pales in comparison to this. the only turnoff is that it's all e way at Toa Payoh. I cannot bear e idea of squeezing in e bus & train everyday wit all e working ppl for 2mths, darn it. But it beats going to a place tts near incinerators n other manufacturing plants. Now im looking forward to attachment! hehe.

GEMs paper tmr!

n after that;
17/2 - Financial Management
19/2 - Business Law
23/2 - Human Resource Management
25/2 - Supply Chain Management
27/2 - Consumer Behaviour

and that will mark e end of Year 2! WOOHOO!

2009-02-09T23:13:00.003+08:00

Take me to a club. Or take me out for a run. Whichever.
I need to shake this feeling away. URGH.

p.s. I'm company-less again. e company withdrew. haha!

2009-02-06T22:56:00.011+08:00

Today was e last day of sch for yr 08/09 n e feeling's weird coz soon enough, i wont be seeing e yr3s around n WE'll be in yr3s, n more or less everyone in sch wld be younger than us. hurhur.

this yr really flew by faster than yr1, probly because everyone was jz racing for time, every blardy day. somehow im looking fwd to yr3, coz we'll be one step closer to graduation. n best part is i'll be working wit clare & matt for fyp, yayyy :D

my bday this yr was a simple affair. i'll let e pics do e talking;

Lunch @ TCC (International Plaza) -- awesome ambience

Me & my cheesecake :D

Say hello to cit (:

chillout at timbre!

After Timbre, i rushed down to Harbourfront to meet Shaz & Tasha. I was slightly upset n angry all day that Raudha n Zah cldnt make it for my bday (n it was really convincing n believable, because it happens all e time bitches, n not because im purely naive. so there, haha! :P) n that we're not going city alive like how we've planned all along but much to my surprise, shaz n tasha brought me to Powerhouse n to my greater surprise, raudha n zah were there waiting, wit my bday cake, which of coz led me to tears. hahaha. thanks girs, i love all of u very very much!

me, wishing for a thousand wishes. hehe

very very happy, as u can tell!

my beautiful bunch of bffs <3

dancing the nite away!

n i still cant believe shaz n raudha dragged me to dance on e podium hahahaha. something i nvr really imagined myself of doing, coz unlike them, dancing in front of ppl isnt really my thing. HAHA. but i truly enjoyed myself that nite :) n e sleepover afterwards was a sweet way to end my 19th bday, when we stayed up all nite talking. cldnt haf asked for better set of friends <3

n of coz, thanks to everyone who rmbred my bday and wished me, be it facebook/friendster, msn, sms, phonecalls n wad have u, it really means alot to me. it makes me feel all warm n fuzzy inside. hehe!

oh n i really really love all my bday presents this yr. thanks to beep & dee for e mango purse, all 10 girls for e beautiful fossil watch, fel for e lovely handmade card, my classmates for e whole bag of gifts n cit for e k.s wallet! seriously, how more wonderful can e people around me get? sometimes i really wonder wad did i do to deserve such great friends. haha. but anyways, i really do count myself lucky :)

so now it's time to put all e fun aside n start mugging for real. come 27th feb, my exams will be over!! after which, 28th is to haf a gd break n enjoy myself to e fullest, 1st march is surf & sweat competition den mon 2nd march will be e start of my attachment. horrible horrible schedule. n my attachment is at TUAS. it's That bad. haha.

alrite, i shall be off to sleep. tmr's gona be a long boring day at home. shall leave u wit a few more pics of my pri sch gfs whom i met last wed at Holland V :)

Ayu

Jaja

Shima, i want e pics!!! Takmo malas pls!

Ok this is e end of this lengthy post. hahaha. Gdnite everyone. XOXO

2009-01-27T16:49:00.005+08:00

Shiloh Jolie-Pitt

Suri Cruise

Definitely the cutest kids in Hollywood, with the latter being my favourite. She's soooo adorable, i cannot get enough of her. makes me feel like i want one of my own, right now! haha! :D

2009-01-25T10:41:00.002+08:00

Beauty is only but skin-deep.
This much i noe is true, now that i realise beauty eventually fades n it doesnt fill e deep recesses of e heart.

A man that makes me feel comfortable n easily makes me laugh, should be the way to go.

2009-01-22T14:23:00.000+08:00

I have a heart that will never be tamed.

2009-01-17T12:19:00.004+08:00

Ive been up since 9.30am n i have been doing absolutely nothing, when in actual fact i have so many things to do, such as studying for my financial management paper tt's coming on tues!

I will get right down to it. Not before a proper update first :)

IVP ended abt a week or so ago. We got 4th & it was truly an exciting season, all the drama tt came along with it. Plus it was such a heartwarming moment, to walk out of that field, to see all my loved ones together after e NUS match & e supper afterwards at Simpang Bedok. n it felt like it was just ydae me, Delene & e guys had supper after our IVP games at ITE Simei. Time flies n there goes another season n another season shall begin soon enough. It feels super weird, just thinking abt it. Without Jaz, maybe without Szy. Next season being our last season. Frightens me right to e core :S

Sch has been keeping me terribly busy, wit so many ongoing projs. I cannot wait for all e presentations to be over. N im really2 nervous to find out which company im working for, this coming ITP. Ayu alr got posted! Please,please let it be some kickass marketing company!

Oh btw, we had class phototaking e oder day. Took this from Gyver's blog! :D

Ive Got You Now; Awesome Class 12 ;)

2009 has been fine n dandy. I just wish i can think straight, n make better decisions. n know for sure what i really want. I hate this selfish horrible person in me.
This is random but kanye west makes perfect sense to me.

Little Nana is turning 19 soon! I absolutely cannot wait :D

2009-01-04T14:18:00.004+08:00

Bowling was totally inappropriate but totally effective because we beat TP 4-1(3-1) ydae!!!! when e horn signify e end of e match n e team gathered tgtr, omg it was e most amazing feeling in e whole wide world. Never have i thought it was possible, but we actually did it :) although other teams may think it was sheer luck n so, n i do agree tt e refs suck major balls, but i wldnt say tt e team hasnt put in our 100% effort during trainings & during e match ydae. So proud of e team, man!!!! :D :D

This week has been totally awesome coz apart from e gd news regarding IVP, MST results r out n so far, ive gotten good results in all my modules!!! Wad surprising n delightful news to receive, one after another! never haf i done so well in MST. hurhur.

Ive also gotten many pretty souvenirs from my loved ones lately. a bookmark from Egypt, postcards from Australia n Milan (i love postcards btw), chocolates from Milan, a tshirt from Melbourne, a straw hat, Sperry boat shoe(!!!!), a tshirt n River Island top from Iran/Dubai. Thanks everyone, i feel so loved :)

e only bad news this week is tt my jaw hurts like crazyyy since i collided into syahida during ydae's match. it hurts wen i bite, when i yawn, when i brush my teeth. arggghhhhhhh. i hope it heals fast. thank god e dive was worth it. haha.

i hope this mth keeps getting better, right to e end of e mth. hehe.
happy happy girl rite now :)

2009-01-01T20:51:00.004+08:00

First post for year 2009!! woohooo! :)

In all honestly, i feel 2008 has treated me quite kindly truout. I felt carefree n happy, i worked hard, i studied hard when i needed to (hehe), n i had all my loved ones here wit me. If there's one thing i learnt in 2008, it would have to be u can depend on nobody but urself. N it doesnt really matter how many frens u have, coz at e end of e day, there's only a few frens u can fall back on. the ones that i noe who will still be there for me 10 yrs from now.

Somehow i feel 2008 hasnt been quite a smooth year for my loved ones though. My constant worries r usually abt them n not myself. This year, i wish nothing but happiness for my parents & girlfrens, as well as to find true bliss wit someone special.

Is it true that a mended whole can never be as good as new? I'm not quite sure myself. I wish to believe otherwise n this year i hope will be the year i find the answer to it. 2009 will marked the seventh year since it all began, n yet it's funny how i can never get enough. it has always been hard for me to explain myself to others, but it has always been me for you, n you for me. As of now, i feel happy n content n i think that's more than enough for me :)

My new year resolutions for 2009 would be:

1. To stop being so gullible & naive

2. To think before i speak

3. To set aside more time for my loved ones

Let's see if i can accomplish that! Haha.

Anyways, tmr is IVP! N im really nervous just thinking abt it. But anyhow, playing for the most awesome team would alr be more than worth it! I love each n every one of you to bits n pieces (including e juniors)!

Here's to a brand new year! God bless.

2008-12-24T19:44:00.001+08:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right.
You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

-Marilyn Monroe

2008-12-22T21:05:00.008+08:00

This is the story of my life.

This week's schedule:

Mon - Refereeing NTU Games
Tues - Refereeing NTU Games, Hang out, Training
Wed - Work, Hang out/Rest
Thur - Work, Hang Out/Rest
Fri - Hang out/Rest , Xmas BBQ @ ECP
Sat - Training, Rest, Xmas Exchange @ work
Sun - Proj Meeting, Work, Rest

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I am not looking forward to school nxt week coz tt will kickstart another term of hectic schedule n mad rush of meeting deadlines!

2nd Jan - ConB Questionnaire Design, IVP Match

3rd Jan - IVP Match

5th Jan - IVP Match

7th Jan - IVP Match

16th Jan - PSCM Report

19th Jan - HRM Report

21st Jan - PSCM Presentation, GEMS Presentation

26th Jan - HRM Presentation

31st Jan - MY 19TH BIRTHDAY! HEHEHE

2nd Feb - ConB Report

4th Feb - GEMS Test

16 - 27 Feb - Final Exams

Mar - Apr - ITP Attachment

Urgh. 2009 is gonna be hell man. I can tell.

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Quick update;

My leg is aching frm refereeing e games today. Quite interesting to ref a whole lot of 20+ yrs old playing touch rugby. N everyone's really respectful, thanking us for e games & apologising for their mistakes on e field, even though we're so much more younger. Imagine telling a whole bunch of macho future P.E teachers off! Hahahaha i like! :P

Visited the new Jurong Point extension today. I read fel's blog n she said it's almost like a mini-vivo n i thought she was exaggerating but it is pretty huge. Nothing big like Topshop or e likes, but they have Cavana, Starbucks & M)PHOSIS! hahaha yay.

e west scene is definitely improving man. heheh. finally, after a decade of me living here. sheesh.

Oh..midnite supper at Al-Azhar, dinner at Changi & bowling at E-Hub last week was alot of fun. Last minute plans are always e most fun, honestly :)

One more week before i return to prison. So call if u wanna hang out! :)

2008-12-21T08:26:00.002+08:00

It officially sucks to be me rite now. Im so tired of looking out for others & taking care of them.
For once, i need someone to take care of ME.

2008-12-15T09:21:00.003+08:00

One good thing abt holidays is tt there's all e time in e world to watch all e shows available on e Net. Somehow Gossip Girl has gotten pretty old, n rite now im so in love wit 90210! :D I especially love Ethan & Annie tgtr :) If only Singapore schs r more like American sch. I wouldnt mind seeing guys getting creative to ask girls to Homecoming. But no, here, boys go wit boys n girls go wit girls. Bo-ring. Anyways, go catch it if u havent yet. Ure missing out on something big, my friend!

On Friday, Joan & I worked at e National Geographic store which was just opened ydae. It was pretty cool coz it was a private function n an all-invites only. N we had to serve champagne, white/red wine n canapes etc to e guests while they shop. I accidentally spilled white wine on e floor hahahaha. But other than tt, all went well. Joan n I quickly n quietly snapped pics after we were done working. Hehe. I doubt i'll ever set foot on e place again. So darn expensive,man!

Sat morn we went jogging at Bukit Timah Hill. n i finally saw e monkeys this time round! hahaha. it was exhausting n i nearly died walking backwards uphill, but i survived. Only now my calves r aching like crazy n i cant quite walk properly. urgh. ive always hated e aftermath of torturous trainings such as this. haha.

Oh i almost forgot. Fri morn was Kak Dian's wedding at Masjid Sultan. it's my first time attending a wedding at Masjid Sultan n i think it's rather nice. Maybe i'll consider getting married there too someday. Haha! Anyways, u can tell how bad we were at putting e scarfs on, n even worse, it wont stay put on our heads so we had to keep on adjusting which was hilarious at some points. hahaha. but it's alrite, we're only beginners after all.

After e wedding, Kak Ida, Erdha & I did some shopping. Kind of miss e cousins day out shopping but now all e older ones r married or engaged n even Elyn wont be Elyn anymore without Fattah. Sigh. But e gd news is, if all goes well as planned, some of us cousins will be heading to Krabi, Thailand nxt March! :))))))

Angels, Tioman nxt semester break?

2008-12-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

Ive cut my hair shorrrrrrtttttt. aiyaiyaiyaiyai.

2008-12-10T07:35:00.003+08:00

Happy 43rd Birthday, Mom <3

youre the strongest woman i noe out there n there's nothing in this world that i wont do for u n i hope u noe that. uve been through so much n yet u forgive n forget as quick as a heartbeat. i hope someday i'll grow up to be more like u. i wish u all e happiness in this world, mother, coz u deserve it, more than anybody.

i love you.

2008-12-05T14:21:00.003+08:00

Im done wit school yayyyyyyyyyy! n rite now im using e sch comp at TP while tasha is a few feet away playing CS. Unbelievable. hahaha.

Waiting for Raudha to finish sch n Zah to wake up n off we goooo! :D

2008-12-03T19:53:00.005+08:00

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1. I share the same bday as hot HOT Justin Timberlake (31st Jan) :D
2. I have a habit of trying out all the clothes in my wardrobe n after a loonng time parading around in my room, i'll settle for sth tt i didnt try on -.-
3. I think sometimes i can get a little dramatic when i talk. hahahaha. but i cant help it.
4. My IC says I'm a Boyanese :)
5. I was quite a tomboy back in pri sch. Hard to imagine, i noe. I even used to play for interclass soccer competition for the boys. Wadddd. But some things nvr change, i still love doing sports <3
6. One of the reasons why I chose TK was because I wanted a school name tt doesnt sound Chinese. Xingnan Pri was bad enough. Heh. But wad a sacrifice for tt whole 4 yrs!
7. I used to go everywhere in slippers,even town. It drives my mum crazy.
8. Since young, ppl rmbr me as being clumsy. I can break/damage/destroy/drop anything that u put in my hands. Not that i mean to, honestly.
9. I've always wanted to learn how to cook but so far, ive been a disaster in the kitchen. My friends will nvr let me forget that :(
10. The furthest I travelled was to Bangkok. And i only rmbred buying a cap. OMG WAD WAS I THINKING? I was 11 btw.
11. Ppl say i speak like choo-choo train, even more so when im excited.
12. I usually only use Clairol Herbal Essences
13. I dun drink coffee or tea. N i only started to like drinking milo when i turned 17? SO NOW NO EXCUSES FOR SHIMA TO NOT SHARE HER ICE MILO :P
14. All my little cousins are nearly the same height as me now. Bummer.
15. I've only been in love once.
16. I like taking long walks as much as i can to think abt stuffs.
17. No one in their right minds wld take me to a horror movie. I'll cry i swear. Haha
18. I'm 18, turning 19 in 2 mths n ppl still treat me like a baby!

I tag Shima, Shaz, Zah, Tasha, Felicia & everyone else who reads this :)

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2 more papers before the end of MST! Hang in there ppl!

2008-12-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th birthday abdul rashid! :)

2008-11-29T15:46:00.002+08:00

While 2 of my bffs r currently overseas; here i am mugging away. i want a short getaway trip too! :( HURRY COME HOME N BRING ME MY GOODIES! hehehe.

2008-11-22T17:26:00.009+08:00

This is bad. I dun think it's quite rite, tt im having way too much fun 2 weeks before mst. haha. aniwaes regarding my previous post, thanks to everyone who showed their concern in one way or anoder. im always surprised to noe there's ppl who read this blog, n it's nice to feel cared for by ppl im surrounded by. im all gd now behbey :)

This week was full of lunch/dinner dates wit frens n it's great to finally be able to spend some time wit each n every one of them, coz i noe everyone has such a busy schedule tt it's nearly impossible to fit a lunch/dinner date in.

Wed was early dinner wit Shima (how come we always dont take pics wen we're out tgtr, woman?!) then shisha wit my girls in e evening to celebrate tasha's belated!

me & tashaaaa

even razif dropped by!

BFFs

Thur was lunch wit Khalis during my 3 hr break before we took a nap at MM clubhouse. sori i broke ur clubhse rules, miswannnn! hahaha.

guess where i finally found them! -.-

i was smiling behind tt mask wth. hahaha

Fri was lunch wit Razif who was in SP for a visit!

After school was MMSP wit e Angels :)) All dressed up n ready to relax and enjoy ourselves, after such a torturous training session on thurs!

MMSP this year was alrite. i left earlier tho but i heard it was unexpected win in e end. but i still tink jess & alvina did great! :)

Rushed down to arab st to join e old gang to celebrate Aien's 19th (which is today!) at Ambrosia. i love e private room upstairs! :D it's been more than a year since i met everyone up n it's nice how it still feels so comfortable n familiar :)

Pics up wen i get them!

Now i shall go watch e dvd matt borrowed for me hahaha. N then, i shall do some intensive studying!

Anyways, to end off this post, HAPPY 19TH ONCE AGAIN AIEN DEAR! *throws confetti all around* haf one hell of a year till ur big 2-0!

2008-11-16T21:21:00.002+08:00

If only you knew how tough it has been for me all these years, how i barely scrape through week after week. Ive hardly asked anything from you all these years, n all im asking for is a little bit of sympathy & understanding. Even tt seems like too much to ask.

Sometimes you're just too much.

2008-11-15T00:34:00.008+08:00

It seems like it only just happened ydae, wen i was in e auditorium watching mmsp n helping out sbc in their food implosion. n next week, it's e repeat of e two events, only tt it's nw been a yr later. how scary is tt; having e yr flew by just like tt?

Sch's been kind of crazy rite now. we're now going into week 6 (!) n projects r starting to pile up, one after another. not forgetting mst is jz around e corner, n ive yet to get started. n BD is an absolute bitch; it's nvr been this hard to form a grp of just 5 members! haha. i haf a feeling im not gonna like BD very much nxt yr in yr 3. im still short of 2 members but it's alrite, there's still time. i hope :)

oh wed was pretty exciting. M1 carnival was like always, cocked up someway, somehow. e weather just wont cooperate so it had to be postponed. while we were supposed to wait for our nxt match,thanks to e stupid lightning risk shit thingy, e four of us (joan clare jaz & i) cabbed down to sp to run in e annual sports' day! so drama, running in our boots to e main road in e rain, changing from boots to tracks in e taxi n once we reached sch, we made it just in time to chg from one jersey to e next n get started in our first event.

it's been ages since i last took part in sports day man. n e day cldnt end any sweeter coz we won first place for both 4 x 100 & 4 x 400m event! WOOHOO! fate la huh jaz ;) damn nice feeling tt day, wen everything works out jz e way u want it to be. great job, partners!! :)

representing school of business :)

free new balance jersey! hehehe

ok..wad else? hmm.. i love my new phone. heheh. ive not dropped it yet, not once! hahahaha. im gona take gd care of this one, i promise myself tt alr :) alrite, im getting lazy to blog.. shall put up pics instead!

testing out e new fon. heee

wtf. ive always failed in reading maps! =x

before tue's training :)

exploring my laptop's webcam haha

studying hard :P

my darling classmates

i miss my bffs. c u girls nxt wed ok. shall make full use of e weekend to earn some dough n catch up on sleep/schwork. maybe even clean up my room n sort out my closet.

or maybe tt's just being too ambitious. heheh. wad a lazy pig.

2008-11-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

After such a long wait, I've finally got myself a new hp! woohoo!! i feel so happy coz tt's one thing off my mind. now, i'll no longer be handicapped. nearly 2 mths of no mp3/camera/decent hp was quite a torture. once im done paying up for my laptop, i can start saving for my driving license alr. yay! :)

i decided to buy sony ericsson coz well, sony ericsson's jz e best lah, no question abt tt. haha. n it's so pretty! i was lucky coz it was e last black piece left. n tt was after i had to go down to eunos n den to tiong bahru. thank god it wasnt a wasted trip to eunos! here's my c902;

if i have all e moolah in this world tho, i think i'll probably settle for this instead,c905;

this beauty has 8.1 megapixels! sooner or later, all this hps r gona be as gd as a DSLR i swear. n i love e colour! i rmbred i wanted k800i in this exact colour maybe abt 2 yrs back? but this one wins hands down! nvm, mine's good enough so i shall shut up now.

n as of midnite later, here's wishing happy 18th to my fave braces girl in this entire world, NURUL NATASHA AKHTAR! i hope u get a mixer for ur bday dear! haha :)

2008-11-05T23:33:00.003+08:00

Barack Obama is the new president of the United States!
HOORAY!

2008-11-02T23:00:00.004+08:00

You must listen to your body today. If you are feeling tired, then get some rest.

So freaky how my horoscope sounds so true for the past few days straight. I think ive overworked my poor legs this week. Everyday i reached home late, either from work or training or some event. I shall give myself a day to rest tmr evening before e cycle repeats itself on tue onwards. Sigh.

Anyways, ive been so caught up wit sch n work n training evry single day of my life, it was gd to shake all tt stress away, at Zouk on fri nite! Shall put up some of e pics to do e talking :)

delene, me, val, beep & syahida <3

delene, my partner in crime. haha!

everybody in e club wanted to take pics wit SuperShuk! hahaha

Sleepover at Bukit Batok was awesome. We did e exact same thing wen we get back. Macdonalds at West Mall n gossiped once we reach home before we doze off to sleep. Too bad i had to drag myself to work e next morning!

But e gd thing abt Sat was Hjh Maimunah for early dinner wit Raudha & Tasha! If ure a gd fren, u wld noe how much i was craving for siput sedut since puase time. hahaha. I finally got it! n tt was after we found out e one at arab st jz happened to finish their siput sedut so my fave girls were kind enough to give in n travelled to joo chiat. hehe. dinner was so worth it, n we even ordered two bowls of siput sedut! me n tasha were in heaven. haha!

it was gd to catch up n to reflect back on 2008. u girls better come up wit better, more creative new year resolutions for me next yr. hahaha. honestly, people.

e rest of e nite n e whole of today was spent at woodlands for kak ida's wedding plus lagun sari after tt for e groom's side. my stomach cldnt be animore pleased. hehe. pics up wen i get them!

i hope i can wake up for sch tmr morning. 8 to 5 again. wth. ridiculous!

2008-10-30T01:05:00.003+08:00

if only everyone in this world gets to live the good life. i hate how the rich spends money on unnecessary things, like as though they dont know what to do wit tt money wen others cld do so much wit an amount tt mite seem so little to others. sometimes i think how lucky my frens could be, having nothing to worry abt, wit future tt seems so bright, i always tend to wonder wad cld be missing from their lives. then again, i listen to others' plight n i realise how i shld consider Myself lucky, to not have to be burdened wit sch fees, to have my mom always waiting up for me wen i go hm late at nite etc. n how they feel so blessed wit e simple lives they lead, i feel ashamed how i sometimes wish for something more. n there's only so much tt u can do, but to jz listen.

e last few days, i did alot of listening. n i realise there's so many things i still dunno about life, or abt people im surrounded by. wad their talents are, their past n their dreams. how they get by each day to survive, how they feel abt life.

i wish poly life isnt so..superficial? hmm i dunno how to elaborate, but tts jz how i feel.

how i miss to have someone to hold, someone to help me make sense out of it all.

2008-10-25T00:35:00.006+08:00

Need to keep myself motivated.

Need to keep myself going.

if only signs like this exists.

on another note, i got kicked in e head during frenly ydae while trying to score a try. ive got a goose egg on my head now. still hurts like f.!

another tiring weekend ahead!

no road is long with good company.

2008-10-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

How cool would it be if i were to own an Agnes B phone?! wow! :D

2008-10-20T20:57:00.006+08:00

i think mondays = grouchy days. hahaha. i was in extremely bad mood today so i think i might have been insensitive/mean to a few people. esp to gyver & jerry, sorry! seems like everything went wrong from the moment i woke up n it doesnt help matters tt class starts at 8am :S

8 to 5 on a Monday. no wonder im grouchy!

anyways, e wkend went by in a flash. it's been awhile since i went back to work so i was in a pretty chirpy mood to entertain customers all day on saturday. der was this nice chinese lady who made my day tt day. before she left fnc, she approached me n asked whether i was a local. to which i replied i was a malay n a singaporean. n so she told me, "that was what i told my husband! he thought ure a foreigner. but i was sure ure malay coz most malay waiter/ess are very courteous." :)

that compliment was a first. but i gez she hasnt seen e oder side of malays. two extreme ends. hurhur.

sun was NEBO touch n it sucks to be watching e team play n not being on e field alongside everyone. but it's a small price to pay for missing out on so many trainings. haha. n everyone did really awesome ydae, e baby angels got 3rd place somemore! so proud of u girls! n beeping's reaction to e surprise bdae cake was simply priceless. hepi belated 18th beep :) n tmr will be first 7 IVP selections & frenly match wit NP n RP. time to kick ass, babes! :D

Laser Quest wit e angels last wed was so much fun. we screamed, laughed, ran n sweat so much, it was e best 20mins workout everrrrr, no kidding. n then of coz, Shaz's Surprise Bday Party at King Albert Park's McDonalds!

big kids

worth more than gold

G2G!

2008-10-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'll never find nobody who could love me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me the way you do
I'll never find nobody else babe
I'll never fall in love again

i'll never love again, never never.

2008-10-14T23:12:00.004+08:00

Dearest Shaz, Hepi 18th! (in less than 30ns,now!) Hope tmr will be a memorable day for u baby! :)

Sch's been ok so far. but im alr getting sleepy in lectures n it's only e 2nd day of sch so far! I hate having long breaks n wasting our time away. i haf 3 days tt ends at 5! how frustrating! n fc5 n 6 r now open n fully renovated. not bad i suppose..but fc6 cld do wit some aircon too. hehe.

aniwaes jz to spice up this post a little bit, i shall upload some pics from e wedding last sat. it was at SAFRA tanah merah yacht club n it was really pretty :D i actually thought e wedding wld be on a yacht, but to my disappointment, it was at yacht club ballroom, overlooking e sea. hahaha. but it was a lovely day, lovely wedding ;) oh n all e games at e arcade was 40cents each! u can imagine how crazy all my cousins n i went. haha!

selamat pengatin baru! :)

cheapest arcade everrrr!

doesnt look like spore rite!

the kids

uncle sam & i

my annoying dad & i. haha!

ok gonna go sleep soon alr. so tired from today's frenly! Haf fun wit Khairi tmr shaz! Love u babe!

2008-10-12T18:13:00.006+08:00

Will send everyone e pics soon ok :) I took e pains to go over to my cousin's place today jz to upload e pics n save them in my thumbdrive. haha! aniwaes, raya outing wit e colleagues on thur n my fave clan on fri was e best raye outing by far! i love how as u grow older, it reali isnt about e money animore but more abt e gathering n visiting each other. nearly all my colleagues came n it was nice, seeing them all outside of work. theyre the best bunch of colleagues i ever had, i swear!

& on fri, we had a long talk under the void deck while waiting for e rest to finish their fri prayers, we karaoked for 2 full hrs at faris's place n it was so much fun, nobody wanted to leave. hahaha. we even had time to look through e yrbks at amirul's n played congkak at raudha's. n of coz, gossiped like nobody's business. hehehe. i wish we can stay in TK forever.

Sleepover's at Zah's & brunch wit Shaz n Zah at Compass Point e morning after. A nice ending to my gd week this week. n to my girls, im glad all of us stayed e same. we've nvr changed. yet we've matured so much since we left sch 2 years ago. xoxo

Shall upload pics of Abg Zuhri's wedding once i get them frm my cousin! Beautiful wedding! :)
But for now, here's pics frm Raya outing 2008!

2008-10-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

Guess who's back, back again
Nana's back, tell a friend
Guess who's back, guess who's back,
Guess who's back. Guess who's back?

My new laptop is up n running!!!! I jz finished calling starhub to configure e wireless at home n ydae i spent nearly the whole afternoon at sch to dl e entire OS n connect to spwireless. I am so gonna dl msn live n games(GUITAR HERO PLS MISWAN IF URE READING THIS! HEHEHE), movies n music. What a relief. finally! thank god i got everything settled rite before sch kicks in next monday.

it's e last week of e sch holidays n i took e whole week off from work so tt i can enjoy myself to e fullest. so far it's been shisha at nabin wit e guys & raudha ydae n town/ayam penyet at lucky plaza wit Ayu & Beeping today.

Gonna haf to run more errands e next few days. oh n lynette, i hope ur LIME flea market will be a huge success!! i hope i can make it down on sat :) n i hope i'll strike it lucky n haf all e clothes sold this weekend! hope hope hope.

I absolutely cannot wait for thur n fri coz i'll be hari raya visiting wit frens! hopefully it wont be cancelled n everything will go smoothly on both days. but dammit, i'll be missing e hari raya visiting wit e angels & burners! this is my 2nd yr not going! sigh.

n to all angels, more outings pls! i love how everyone is so bonded in e team n i definitely wanna be part of this special bond tt e team has coz i noe i'll regret it if i dun take this opportunity to get to noe each n every one of them better. cheers to another 3 semesters tgtr, girls! :) to e yr3s, i cant believe nxt sem is our last semester tgtr! seems like we jz had e farewell/graduation dinner awhile ago n soon it'll be urs! how time flies wen ure having fun.

now i shall be off to make my laptop a little bit more less empty. GEMS registration is tml, i really hope all e slots i want will be available.

c u all on msn soon! hahaha!

2008-10-04T07:45:00.004+08:00

So Hari Raya is here again. As i grow older, i realise i become less excited than previous years. I only look fwd to Hari Raye prayers n start eating again.hehe. But this yr, we went to two mosque & it was so packed so we ended up going to e prayers at the void deck a few streets away from my place. i nvr knew most bangladesh workers are muslim! hahaha. i jz assumed they're hindus. & i seem to cry like crazy these past few days, when i seek forgiveness from my parents n siblings & when i watched daun ketupat kering. although ive alr watched it last yr. heh.

Hari Raya visiting is always e same. e adults ask u sch/work related questions or kpo2 ones ask u personal qns like whether u have a bf alr etc etc. MANY of them either think im alr working or im still in secondary sch. goodness, dont i look 18? it went to e extent tt distant cousins thought i was younger than them but once they realise, they'll kiss my hand once we're abt to set off. it's a tad embarrassing im telling u. haha. how i wish i was taller.

One thing i love abt Hari Raya though is how u get tgtr wit cousins, all dressed frm head to toe in hari raye clothes & how everyone seek forgiveness from one another. & u get to see relatives whom u haven't seen in a yr n catch up. Not forgetting all e msges/calls u get from frens who wish one another slmt hari raya. it's nice to see a msg from old frens or those u havent heard from a while. Makes u feel better that they thought of u on this special day :) even sam,fel,kaming,seng smsed me, even though they're all e way in msia on 1st oct! So sweet!

Oh, gfs, nope, it didnt happened. Tradition broken. Slightly disappointed. But i gez i understand y it didnt happened. i gez we cant keep going on tt way forever huh. haha.

On to my health, sometimes i feel someone out there is jz out to get me. This yr i have no idea how many times ive been to e doctor. Im going to e doctor again later. My left eye's pimple is getting better i suppose. On e 1st day of raye, i told my parents to poke it wit a needle n it was quite gross, wit e pus n blood oozing out. NOW, there's a pimple growing INSIDE my lower eyelid on my right eye n it hurts even worse. Tell me, what did i do wrong? Sigh. Super stressful. & now, it makes me have absolutely no mood for anything. Dammit.

n btw, i bought a new laptop! It's made in spore n it's brand is called Axioo. So it's relatively cheaper. But im taking my chances. Since all my previous laptops r of gd brand names n they died on me, im trying my luck wit Spore made laptop. Hopefully this one will last!

Im going off now. To friends, Slmt Hari Raye Aidilfitri. Minal Aidil Walfaizin :)

p.s. Guys, our schedule is out! Fel, it sucksssssssss. How!

2008-09-30T01:26:00.004+08:00

ydae morning i received 17 different kinds of hari raya goodies, from my future mother in law. hahahahaha. JUST KIDDING! it was really sweet though. totally made my day ydae. thank u :)

here's a thought. imagine hari raya without kuih raya. how dreadful would tt be!

24 hrs to RAYA!!! n to e end of fasting or self imposed starvation as matt would like to call it. hahaha. I CANT WAIT!

2008-09-29T00:12:00.008+08:00

i honestly feel like im e unluckiest girl on e planet. first was the rashes, now i have a pimple in

my left eye. i thought it was jz mata tembel but then a day after, there was this acne or growth or wadever. it hurts wen i wana blink my eye n it looks so fugly, i haf to resort to wearing specs 24/7. pls pls dear god, let it be gone asap coz raye is in TWO DAYS!!!!

im so prone to diseases n sickness, it's so blardy frustrating. URGH!

Aniwaes, e sentosa trip wit e angels was a blast. we spent e entire day der, frm about 10am to 6pm. in e hot sun!! wth. we played fun touch, beach soccer(brazil vs spain. guess who won? hehehe), treasure hunt n many more. n a few of us got punk'd twice by two different parties n i swear it's by far e biggest n scariest prank ive ever had before. even made poor beeping cried! hahaha. ayu, i knew u wanted to go sentosa badly n wen we finally did, u werent der! i miss u woman! it would have been a million times funner if u were there wit us!

oooohh my hair looks so nice under e sun in e last pic! hahahahaha. maybe i shld go consider dying my hair again.

n ydae we got to watch F1!! :D i only found out my mom had passes for all 3 days thanks to her job at stb so to be fair, she gave her fri passes to my brother n sat for me. N i got to bring Shaz n Zah along so tt was fun :) we were at e grandstand near e old parliament hse n e race track was super cool n Singapore really looked beautiful somehow. hahaha. I wanted e merchandise for souvenirs but they were so expensive. Sad :( I was expecting to see more SP ppl around but i only got to see one. N we met raudha for starbucks afterwards. e first time ive ever seen tt woman dressed down at town! :P Shaz, i want pictures!

Today was Geylang wit my mom, aunt & Edry. we searched edry's baju melayu all around geylang but we ended up buying at joo chiat. n it was a gd feeling to c everyone tgthr. i kinda miss tt feeling, esp wit hari raye around e corner.

i shall be off. this is random but ive been craving for hjh maimunah's siput thingy. hahahaha. i think i shall go selera ramadhan tml n get myself tt. wowee. i can almost taste it now! ok bye!

p.s. my younger brother edry is so a mat-in-the-making. yucks.

p.p.s. shld i or shld i not work on e first day of raye? hmm.

2008-09-21T01:32:00.003+08:00

i managed to steal more photos! yay! :D this was 2 fridays back, wen we broke our fast at arnold's. arnolds is almost equivalent to kfc or so i feel that i think it wasnt worth e queueing n reservation on my aunt's part. but since it's my first visit there (i think), it was worth the try i suppose.

me & kak shasha :) i love talking to her although we're 7 yrs apart

testing kakak's cool new camera

met my boys ydae! FINALLY! although not all of us were present aniwaes, but it was a nice small gathering at our usual spot at one fullerton's starbucks. i miss each & every one of them, man. why have a boyfriend when u can have 5?! hahahaha.

khalis;

nazim;

n of coz, my baby shaz! <3>

2008-09-20T06:25:00.007+08:00

Pictures i stole from frens. hehehe. there u go! :)

my lovely colleagues, after we broke fast at lucky plaza's ria's ayam penyet. if im rite, there was abt 18 of us, so kecoh! hahaha. yea man, it's been awhile since i ate there. my hands had tt sambal smell afterwards but even e smell is nice. HAHA! fel, we shld go there nxt time! u'll love it, guaranteeeed.
me, Val & Joan in e IKEA toilet! horrible horrible attempts, my fringe n then no fringe n then back wit e fringe! haha. & i finally saw joan after so long! :P r we all going to ice camp? im getting pretty excited by e minute!

Met Jerry & Gyver for dinner at Secret Recipe. e food was pretty gd but e cheesecake was Awesome,man. i cant get enough of it. I hate Vivo. U walk round n round jz to get to one place n e next, only to realise if u wld have went e other round, u cld haf reach ur destination faster. AND i had e hardest time to convince them to watch Stepbrothers. hellooo how can i watching horror movies? i'll jz cry i swear. scary advertisements r bad enough. hahahaha. aniwaes e movie was lame but worth watching. i'll give it 3/5 stars.

my first time at marche for supper after e movie. gyver kept saying e rosti was really good so we gave it a try n it was jz alriteeeee. honestly gyver! :P e place kicked ass tho, e whole swiss market vibe thingy they had going on & e tap card to pay for ur food is a brilliant idea.

honestly, i still cant believe i dressed so sloppily to town & vivo. note to self: always dress up, no matter how lazy u get. ah wth, screw that!

Ydae was out shopping wit Fel at town & parkway before i met Raudha & Zah up for dinner. (fel, i spelt their names out for u! hahaha). fel & i both didnt seem to have e energy to shop but we went crazy at cotton on. i love cotton on, pretty clothes at cheap prices, jz how shopping should be. heheh.

my 2nd trip to geylang ydae was ok. i guess there's really nothing much to see or buy at geylang coz every shop practically sells e same thing. n those that arent selling e same things, r selling designs tt ive alr seen last yr or e yr before that. disappointing, really. but i had my dengdeng n raudha got her otak2, so we're all happy. hahaha. n we bumped into many familiar faces here n there.

n congratulations to a fren who has gotten his car license! we used to talk of how u'll be driving someday n it's now a reality :) sigh. everyone i noe seems to have alr gotten or in e process of getting their license except well..me! im jz stuck halfway. so pek cek.

aniwaes isnt it weird how relationships work? one moment u can be best friends or lovers, then e nxt moment u can simply be acquaintances. even married couples can become strangers after a divorce. u could have talked on e phone everyday previously n now, e idea of even starting a conversation wit tt same person makes u wonder how to. n this vicious cycle will jz continue truout ur life, wit friends now n friends in e future. this sucks balls.

n btw, results r out! n it's pretty bad. n to be honest, i worked harder than e previous sem but my results said otherwise. stupidddd. time to buck up, nana! oh, n plspls dont let e timetable be a bitch this coming sem!

going off now. update again soon. bye!

2008-09-19T01:34:00.003+08:00

Doctor said im allergic to something n if i dont get any better anytime soon, he'll refer me to skin centre. i nvr knew i was allergic to anitin. except well, maybe to bullshit. hurhur. eeee so lameeeee.

the last few days has been great n i'll post up pictures soon once i get them. doesnt a post looks dull n boring witout pictures?

n i got myself a pretty nike duffel bag today at queensway! cost me a bomb but i think it'll be a gd investment in e long run so what e heck. YAY VAL! :D

2008-09-16T22:35:00.001+08:00

i spent 13 hrs today to finish watching my lovely samsoon. hahahaha. a bit outdated, yes shaz, i realise :P i love watching movies like these, coz of how it makes me feel inside. n it makes me want to believe in love, romance, prince charmings n happy endings. someone used to say i live only in my fantasy world where i expect everything to be lovely and dreamy. well, ive snapped out of it. the world is cruel and complicated, so unlike how it is in e movies. but every now and then, a girl can still dream can she? :)

im going to e doctor first thing tml morning! this thing, whatever it is, is killing me!

2008-09-15T20:41:00.005+08:00

Here's a poem i found online:

My dad's little girl I used to be
He would sit and bounce me on his knee
He made me fell safe and secure at night,
he taught me what was wrong and right
Now that i am grown and graduated high school,
as trails come my way my daddy will still lovingly say,
Daughter, here is my shoulder let me carry that heavy boulder
I thank god above for filling my daddy's heart with his love,
so that when the storms of life start to whirl
I can still feel like I'm my daddy's little girl

Hepi birthday, dad :)

2008-09-10T21:14:00.004+08:00

i think the last few days has been quite fruitful, just dating myself. no hp for a full 2 days, working hard, organising my wardrobe, spending alot of time wit my family, even took myself out shopping on my own at town to clear some of those negativity away.

i wont worry my life away.
not today :)

p.s. Hepi bdae dear Sherlim!

2008-09-05T09:35:00.003+08:00

Oh boy, wad a horrible week it has been so far. Really testing my alr thin patience, wad more with it being e fasting mth. sigh.

mon was THE day. it's official again. *&^%$#@! shima, u wld noe.

i got into an argument at work which totally spoiled my day on wednesday. n it wasnt even my fault to begin with.

on thurs, my hp went dead n i cant on it or even charge it which means im hpless n cant be contacted for e next few days. sorry if i didnt reply anybody's msges. please take note ok.

something's wrong wit my mom's laptop nowadays. e msn messenger wont work altho e settings r all right n e sound system isnt working either. i seriously think im jinxed.

my pay is in 3 days so i guess tt'll be soon gone to buying a new phone n to repair my lousy laptop.

im not angry animore as i was a few days back. im just really really tired of this.

2008-09-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

The world keeps getting in the way
Trying to get to you but it seems like everyday there's something new
Baby the world keeps getting in the way
With you is where I wanna be but it just won't let me
Cause it keeps getting in the way

2008-09-01T23:44:00.005+08:00

hello ppl, how r u(s)? :)

life's been gd. screw tt last entry, i cant be bothered animore. i shall jz mind my own business. school's out, holiday's in & fasting mth is here! no more exams n annoying tutorials for anoder 6 wks or so, thank god for tt! ive been meaning to catch up wit so many frens so i gez this holiday will be a gd time to do jz that. cannot wait to head down to geylang n get some dengdeng. hahaha. as fattening as it is. although i was counting on fasting mth to lose some weight. hmm. wth!

zah's 18th was fab last week! before we meet tasha & raudha, e 3 of us took part in some focus grp discussion. it's pretty cool to c how a marketing firm works, makes me all excited for attachment nxt yr. who noes, i cld be doing this for e rest of my life ;) or maybe not. haha.

aniwaes we blindfolded e bday girl from bugis mrt all e way to arab st. since we didnt have any proper blindfolds, we used shaz's sweater instead. hahaha. wearing such a pretty dress, wit a black sweater covering her head. many ppl kept looking, poor zah! we had dinner at cafe le claire & shisha n yummy ice mint tea at el-sheikh. tt nite was beyond fab, jz talking, laughing n smoking away. hurhur. altho we shld haf keep track of time tt nite, all of us ended up taking a cab hm since we missed e last train. there goes my focus grp discussion's monetary incentive! :( i hope uve made use of all ur presents, gf! :P

next up -- Shaz's 18th! :D

on fri, after MR paper, a few of us went down to anchorpoint for lunch at secret recipe to celebrate Sam's belated 18th. this holiday will be xciting for all my dearest classmates. fel's off to a gazillion camp this holiday, daryl, kaming n e rest r at HK rite nw, fel sam rendy seng & km gg off to KL at e end of e mth, while im stuck in boring ol' spore. it's so unfair!! tts y u guys gotta open my email n read my shopping list k! hehehe. love u love u love u!

tml training resumes. fasting n training at e same time, my ans to eating fattening food n not feeling guilty abt it afterwards! yay! hahaha.

i shall go watch more vids on youtube now. take care everyone, n hepi fasting frens!

p.s. i think e jonas brothers r super cute. nyehehe. take ur pick, girls! i pick joe! xoxo

2008-08-25T01:33:00.003+08:00

i think all men are stupid n a waste of time. i nvr thought i'll say this, but tt includes the two most important men in my life. im so angry n disappointed. why do men act like jerks? why are they so dumb? WHY??!

rite now all i need is someone to prove to me tt they're not all the same.

the only man tt makes sense to me;

2008-08-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

e paper was horrible :(

ok now i feel like crap.

2008-08-19T07:16:00.005+08:00

FMA paper is tonite & im not ready yet!!!! goodness. i had nearly a week to study for it but i choose to procrastinate all e way till ydae. serves me right to be screwed for e paper later.

ydae's studyg date wit fel was productive. altho she kept tempting me wit food wen she noes very well i was fasting. hahaha. n she wanted to fastfwd my watch so tt we cld haf dinner faster. hon, it doesnt work tt way! :P we spent 20 mins waiting at fc3 n looking at our watches n thinking of strategies how to kill time faster. haha! 2 days down, hmmm alot more to go! :S

staying at home is as bad as going out to shop. bought a couple of things - ASOS dress, one skirt n dress from Old Navy, one tshirt from Delias & one GoJane pedalpushers. i was trying to study but i got distracted from all e sprees tt was going on. hehehe. n all e stuffs were so pretty n ON SALE! u cant say no to sales now,can u? :D

jz so because this post wont be so boring wit no pics, here's one of e items i shld be receiving in e mail soon:

absolutely lovin' it! <3

alrite, time to channel my energy into something more productive :( gdluck for ur exams, everyone!

p.s. Sol, sorry to kacau ur first day as a bartender! hahahahaha. i honestly was trying to help, but i gez alot of things slip my mind after not working for so long. at least we both had a gd time rite! :P

p.p.s. im back to work this fri! :)

2008-08-16T11:19:00.002+08:00

i am still not able to on my stupid laptop. so no picture update for now :(

there's so many things to update on but i cant seem to rmbr much now. haha. let me think. oh amber n i won 2nd prize for a smiling contest that was going around in sch. for that, we got a $40 swensens voucher! :D we headed down to holland v e day after we got tt to treat ourselves to a large earthquake, hot U.S fries n salmon baked rice. haha. so worth it!

i spent my national day wit e girls, catching e fireworks as always n a shopping spree wit raudha before tt. heheh. gd retail therapy. raudha n i decided to change into wadever tops we bought n goodness, my tan looks awful in e tube dress i changed into :'( oh we had ayam penyet for dinner which im craving for rite now. damn. haha. raudha stayed over at my place n we spent e next day simply studying. i did aniwaes. raudha jz eat n sleep all day. hahaha.

felicia n i headed to town last wed after SSM paper to spend some girly time tgtr. apparently, ders so many things to catch up on! haha. n once upon a time, it was so hard to shop for dresses anywhere, now they r all over e place. sheesh. oh n we bumped into so many friends at town. <3

aniwaes i learn tt they r ppl whom u can trust, n those who u simply cant, n u haf to learn not to take it personally. ppl r such complex beings, it's terribly tiring to figure out the games tt ppl play wen u simply expect ppl to be genuinely nice n sincere. sigh.

tts why it's always great to count on old friends n ppl who noes u best. for one, i noe i can always count on shima, even though i annoy her most of e time hehehe. but ms starbucks is too busy for me now coz she's busy making mango passion fruit n chocolate cream chip at pacific plaza. thank god she spared some time for me ydae to head down to IMM. shima ended up buying a great deal while i bought a formal blouse from g2000 n a Friends dvd to cure those sad days ahead. haha. thanks to e $100 i earned from e eye-checkup thingy which ive finally completed! YEA MAN!

OH ive been searching for a new job but ive yet to receive any calls from any potential employers. but surprisingly, der has been a pay increment at fishnco! by 50cents but hey, not bad. haha. so i went down to visit n der has been quite a no. of changes. a new supervisor, a cotton candy machine n a new menu specialising in cakes. i think i need to start working again asap.

ok i dunno wad else i should update on. oh yeaaa..i caught shaz's dad on tv ydae! haha seriously cool shit. esp coz her dad's a bodybuilder. go cik rahim! hahaha. i can imagine her family's excitement ydae haha :)

i gez tt's abt it. i need to go for facial soon man. all this breakout is killing me! bye!

2008-08-06T19:57:00.012+08:00

Tonite im gonna take a good rest coz i deserve it. hehe. i finally took my fma test n it was a breeze! :) it was typical of me to fall asleep ydae while trying to study so i had to cramp all e formulas & theories inside my head within 5 hrs today after tutorial. so no more tests for this week, hooray!

last weekend was pretty crazy. sat morn, i was up n abt by 7 to buy breakfast for my mom n brother before i meet boonjie to go to sch tgtr. his mom drove us to lakeside in her new car. woohoo. we came down to support e baby angels & burners at e shout to e north touch carnival. i think e angels did very well tt day n they even got into plate playoffs. gd job,girls! jz some tyco tries by e opponents so heads up, babies! burners won all e 3 top spots as usual. haha. n it was nice to bump into atiqah & her bf! ;)

babies :)

we camwhored all morning wit diann's camera. n e pics turned out nice too. yay.

me & beep!

after lunch at BK wit e girls, i had to rush home since all my relatives were coming over. good food all nite long, n some time well-spent wit elyn & erdha!

Sun - met Matt at lakeside at 10 n off we went to Singfest! not because we had tickets, but to show up for work. hahaha. He & kw got e best job of all,man. they were stationed at e central staircase, which was e best view hands down in e entire place. i was stationed at e VIP entrance so it wasnt so bad. got to meet tt new MTV VJ Taya or sth n my fren took pics wit fiona xie -.- hahaha. but boys being boys, fiona xie was definitely more than worth it. guess wad i did as soon as i got der?

yea man..an airbrush tattoo!!! always wanted to get myself one but i nvr seem to haf e opportunity to. so tink how happy i was to get one for free! i did it on my neck so i was more than willing to tie my hair up all day. honestly, i thot it was damn sexy! hahaha. err okayyy moving on.

e best part of e job? i got to watch e concert for freeeeee! i slipped away to join matt n kw at e central staircase to watch one republic, JASON MRAZ!!!!, pcd & alicia keys :D i cldnt watch all coz e boss wanted us to take turns (der were 6 of us at e VIP station) but reali, no one bothered to check. jason mraz was awesome n so was pcd! :D

me & kw

sun was extremely tiring coz we were der from 10am to 2am, but hey it was definitely a gd experience. i nvr knew ppl actuali do gatecrash & try to suck up to u to get in. some girl tried to bribe me for a ticket in exchange for $50. quite tempting actuali hahaha but den e boss came. aniwaes $50 for a $200+ ticket, r u kidding me?! im not that stupid. & i learn e importance of being socially connected. these ppl get in to e coolest parties jz bcoz they're connected to e best ppl around. it's so unfair. n singaporeans haf so many excuses to cut e queue, it's unbelievable. but anyway, i shld haf taken up events management. this kind of job is definitely my kind of thing. oh n i bumped into so many people, it's crazy! everyone seems to be der ;)

this week time in sch went by reali quickly. mon, gyver jerry n i studied at moberly before we head down to clementi for dinner. it's always fun to sit in gyver's car coz we can talk nonsense non-stop hahaha. n we had a gd time singing "And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed..just to get it all out, what's in my head. And I, I am feeling a little peculiar..And so I wake in the morning and I step outside. And I take deep breath and I get real high. And I scream from the top of my lungs,WHAT'S GOIN' ON!! And I say hey.... hey....I said hey, what's goin' on..And I say hey.... hey....I said hey, WHAT'S GOIN' ON!!"

tues, after UCCD, amber n i decided to give e afternn lectures a miss so off we went to Holland V for some chillax time. since i needed to study for fma, we stayed at coffee bean for quite awhile. amber's seeing e manager der so gez wad? we got free ice blended drinks, orange juice, n cheesecakeeee! man, i definitely can get used to this. hehe. had dinner at da paolo gastronomia wit matt afterwards. finally, my salmon pizza! :)

i swear ive been having dinner outside nearly everyday which explains y im becoming broke by e minute. sigh. e 2 loves of my life, shopping n food, always kills me. today i joined senghui rendy kenneth n tommy for early dinner at jurong east's ljs. i foresee this habit is gonna be a prob soon. haha!

hi felicia *waves! study date on sunday?

IDY TEE, u still owe me a cupcake! ive told u e story, so pay up! :P

ki'll kstop khere kfor know. kgyver, kthis kis kfun. khaha. ktill kmy klaptop kon kitself kagain. koh kflood kmy ktagboard, kthx kbye! :D

2008-08-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

i love DBA 12 :)
Cannot wait for Pulau Ubin outing!

2008-07-30T23:52:00.008+08:00

yea man! i can finally ON my laptop! :D my laptop's such a bitch, i've been rushing projs n reports tru my mom's office laptop for e past week. which makes me feel kind of bad coz she has to bring home e laptop from work n it's quite a hassle for her :( n her laptop's not any better; i cant even run msn live from her laptop! i bet once i shut down my laptop, it'll probably die on me again till next week or so. is it possible to jz keep it on standby mode?

aniwaes POL-ITE is over. SP got third :) we lost quite badly to rp n tp but i guess we did alrite against e oder teams. we cld haf definitely done better im sure but anihow, it was one hell of a week. wad was fun abt e entire week wld haf to be e angels' relay race after e end of pol-ite, e camwhoring session (thx lucas for e pics!) , dinner at clementi after every match, charades at nyp's macdonald's n e bus/mrt rides. POL-ITE pics up soon!

now tt im not so occupied wit touch training, i got to met up wit shima for a bit & my girls for dinner on sat & today! woohoo!

shaz & i having a gd laugh at Spotlight <3

We even stopped by SMU for e some hiphop event. We left not long after tho, since it wasnt quite to our liking. Tasha, wer have u gone to, babe? Havent seen u in a gazillion years!

Besides tt, it's been great fun hanging out wit e class :) Mon was dinner at Suntec wit Gyver, Sherlim & Jerry for Pastamania & Ben&Jerry's! N today was lunch at Holland V wit half e class, thanks to Gyver & Jerry for e rides. I want photos, Sherilyn!!

BTW, congrats elyn for passing ur TP! take me out for a ride, cousin! can't wait! :D

Aniwaes, now tt pol-ite is over, it's time to take a break from touch & focus on sch. if i'll train any harder, this is how my thighs r gonna look like..

GROSSSSS!

2008-07-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

SP vs NYP : 4-2 :)

2008-07-21T23:29:00.004+08:00

Pol-ite has begun!

Day 1 over, 4 more days to go. My swollen finger is in a bad shape now. aniwaes angels, lets keep up e fighting spirit!

SP vs ITE : 9-0 :)

oh when catching e train home, some inconsiderate passenger was in a rush to get out n accidentally knocked e rugby ball out of zaroq's hands. before we cld even rush out of e train, to our horror, e doors closed. hahaha. all of us were in a state of panic n so we alighted at jurong east n dashed for e nxt train to clementi. joan n i were betting, tt if we find e ball, it's gonna be a good season n if someone stole it, it's a sign of a bad season this year.

n wad do u noe? we found e precious ball :)))))

2008-07-20T18:47:00.008+08:00

Upcoming Deadlines & Exams

22nd July: UCCD Presentation

27th July: GEMS CA2 Assignment

28th July: MR CA3 Report & RWPS Final Report & SSM Presentation

1st Aug: SSM Individual Report CA2

6th Aug: FMA CA2 paper

13th Aug: SSM CA3 paper

Week 17(must find out when!) : QANL CA2

19th Aug: FMA paper

22nd Aug: QANL paper

29th Aug: MR paper

jz abt a mth n a week left to go. i can do this.

tml's e start of pol-ite. im so nervous n excited n worried all at e same time.

here's e fixtures.

mon: ITE

tues: NYP
wed: RP

thur: NP

fri: TP

goooo sp angels! n thanks for all e gd luck wishes friends. :) i noe everyone's exceptionally tired this week, wad more wit 4 intensive trainings amidst sch & proj assignments. hang in der babes! we haf jz one more week to go!

cap-hunting wit Joan! :)

kids' meal lunch at IKEA :)

after team dinner at MakanSutra! (e tom yam was gd!)

n since gyver complained i nvr blogged abt dba 12 n always blogged abt touch rugby n nothing else, i shall dedicate e rest of my entry to e class ok. haha!

i love my classmates. they're such a funny bunch of ppl, it makes sch so much more less painful. haha. playing cards till we're all pro gamblers alr, samantha & her crazy antics lol, my dear classmates sam & jerry n lynette & sherlim joining sb talentime!, gyver n his bitchy perez hilton ways hahaha, gyver driving us to & fro from fc6 to fc1, sherilyn n i happily shopping ydae, felicia always being der for me, idy n her countless frens in sch lol, daryl n his leather jacket HAHA, ka ming entertaining us & all e tutors, junyu & angela's sweetness, jolene & sze kee's laughter, hai hong dr hong hai, avan's absence lol, jerry falling off from e chair, bear2 n her anyhowbuy.blogspot, adam being irritating. n e list can go on n on.

a few of us otw to fc1

n not forgetting dba 06, tt made last yr as memorable as it was. e oder day we had a gathering at msq's pizza hut after we won $200 for voting some service staff der. e best part, we only had to pay abt $1+ for our dinner tt nite. woohoo :D

aniwaes, here's a few photos from daryl's chalet. sam finally uploaded all e photos hehe.

pretending i drink.hurhur.

me wit my guitar hero!

n since ive been working so hard, i rewarded myself wit loads of goodies from shopping. hehehe. check out my new wallet arriving soon:

2008-07-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

after such a long tiring day, day after day, dun u wish u haf someone to share all this troubles n worries wit? :(

as much as i try to run as fast as i can, i cant seem to catch up wit time. im always one lap behind n it's demoralising to see ppl crossing e finishing line way before u do. i need to stop comparing myself wit others, n do things at my own pace. this semester is going too fast, i need to keep up. ders not much time left.

pol-ite is jz next week. r we ready?

as of e next two weeks, my life is nothing but dedicated to touch. sat- youth-in touch, mon, tues, thur, sat = training, wed = shopping at qway for sports gear, fri - get jersey! & team dinner, sun - rest n worry for pol-ite hahaha n pol-ite matches r from mon to fri nxt week, non-stop. i hope e tournament ends on a good note for SP. i pray for nothing less but e best for e entire team :)

for now, screw sch. i give up. haha. i cant wait for semester break!

2008-07-05T02:33:00.000+08:00

Make my heart sing.

2008-07-03T00:37:00.004+08:00

I cant wait to get back on the field tml evening. get 2.4 over n done wit & start e games! woohoo. altho it still bothers me slightly abt wadever tt has happened recently(it is still blardy ridiculous to me) but im starting to get excited for this season to come. let's jz play all out & im sure we'll see results :) we're still a team no matter wad happens, & we haf a gd chance as any of e rest to win e championship this yr. we jz haf to believe we can! xoxo.

it's JULY! countdown to POL-ITE! gotta train harder x 1000000.

there's so many people im missing badly. hello shaz raudha zah tasha, i miss u girls. sori i cant join u guys tml. hello amir nazim khalis boi i miss u guys n our lepaking sessions. hello you, im missing u too if u think this is for u. haha. hello mr rugbyball/bf, thank god we'll meet again tml.

results r out n so far it's been fairly gd. i think e only paper tt's gona killed me wld be my marketing paper which im gona get back tml! AHH!

2008-06-28T00:10:00.002+08:00

coz i noe it's more than jz the sport, or abt winning.

it's about the TEAM.

2008-06-26T00:20:00.004+08:00

Im so frustrated, tired, sad, angry all at one go. -.-

I survived MST week. last paper was today. suddenly im not so sure y i chose to be in marketing, let alone this course coz i cant c myself doing this for e rest of my life. Besides, its so tough..i dun even enjoy it as much as i thought i would. I think e papers were passable but i was hoping to attain a better GPA this sem. cant affort not to actuali. but it looks like i'll be disappointed yet again. but at least i can say i did put in alot of effort n time into studying this time round.

AND BECAUSE OF THAT, this is wad i missed ydae :'(

staff party at chinaone.

i was looking forward to it actuali n i had my mind set on going until e idea of failing my marketing paper n repeating anoder semester occured to me. in e end, e paper still ended up being shitty so wad a lose-lose situation. haha. SIGH. life sucks.

n the season has yet to start, but somehow i alr felt as though we've lost. :( this feeling sucks big time.

3 projs due! can u spell S-H-I-T?

2008-06-22T09:59:00.004+08:00

i finally get to play guitar hero, woohooo! at daryl's chalet at aloha changi. it's totally addictive i swear. i wathed ellen degeneres played it on her show one time n gave every person in e audience one set if i rmbr correctly. DAMN IT, I WANT ONE!!!

this week's been gd. i met shaz n raudha up to study n shopping afterwards. can u imagine - i went to 6 diff mango shops this week, in search of this particular top ive been eyeing for ages. but tts not one shop tt has it in my size! :( BUT both raudha n i got ourselves a high waisted skirt. such a steal coz it's only $25 n its so pretty! YAY!

i spent a few days at home this week n ive nvr felt better, catching up on my sleep. n spending some time wit my brother like watching hannah montana concert in 3D! HAHAHA. edry actuali got those 3D glasses for me, my mom n himself. how cute.

anihow ders 2 things on my agenda this mth. one, im gona haf to clear my clothes to make way for new ones hehehe. so i was thinking whether i shld set up a 2nd hand blogshop hmm. n raudha's up for it coz tt woman probably has more clothes than i do. HAHA. n 2ndly, i nid a job,man. i was thinking along e lines of tutoring so now i hope n i pray i get tt tutor assignment from elyn soon. or if anybody else noes anyone hu wans a tutor? :)

tml's e start of MST, so gd luck to myself n to everyone else! n to shaz & zah, gd luck for midyrs! here's to a gd start in term 2 ppl!

2008-06-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

Today was productive. Yay! :) e 2 of us managed to nearly complete our revision on QA so tt's one module down! Of coz, in e midst of all tt hardwork, we had our fave ayam penyet for lunch, longgggg girly talk aka gossipping haha n window-shopping at MSQ plus BK for dinner n lastly, chocolate fondue over at Max Brenner as a belated bdae treat frm urs truly. If only studying is this fun! :P

now off to do some online shopping! :) gdnite,love!

2008-06-16T00:06:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP! :D

Camp was hell, man. Never climbed so much stairs in my entire life :X 4 sets of climbing up a 25 storeys hdb flat, agility training till late at nite, jogged to bukit timah hill, climbed bukit timah hill n frenlies wit RP, NYP & NUS jz to name a few. e weather nearly killed me, so pointless of me buying tt stupid whitening soap wen i jz tend to get darker after each training hahahaha. n i learnt to ref, which was quite fun actuali since i get to haf e final say. heheh. aniwaes i think everyone did very well; everyone reali put in their best n we all persevered till e end :) jaz, u did an excellent job in running e camp, partner! n i reali reali hope karma bites whoever stole tt huge sum of money from some of e angels on his/her ass real soon.

i <3 e angels! n i hope everyone's doing ok(eg.Clar,HL!) n tt e rest get their well-deserved rest!

on anoder note, walking suddenly becomes unbearable today. my calves hurt like crazyyyyy! i had to force myself to get out of e bed at 4pm to go to work at 6. thank god im not working for e nxt 2 wks!

it's time to hit e books! one more week to MST! n jz like tt, hell jz got alot tougher. goodness!

2008-06-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

now tt we rarely get together since turning young adults, taking pics is a MUST in rare occasions such as this, esp wen iqa comes back from indon :) mom's side is rather small compared to dad's side i jz realised. this picture is taken from kak shasha's blackberry tt she found on e streets. lucky bitch! hahaha.

2008-06-11T00:58:00.005+08:00

time flies so fast wen ure having fun. :( it's e 2nd week of term break n ive yet to start studying for mst. i can always put in my 100% at work or in touch but i dunno y its hard to apply it to my studies. haha. instead of studying, ive been wasting my time shopping. not that im complaining. hello, GSS!! hahaha. :D

i wanted to make use of this holiday to catch up wit old frens but i guess time doesnt permit me to. but at least i went on a movie date wit felicia on e 4th. it's been so long since we last watched a movie tgtr haha! Sex and the city was 4.5 out of 5 stars :)

Had picnic wit e girls at Botanic Gardens ydae. it was nice jz sitting der for hours n catching up, wit a few distractions here n der by all e cute little white boys. hahahaha. e rest of e nite was well-spent wit raudha at starbucks; life & its frustrations. its amazing how we've grown up from those seconday sch days n now we're 5 different girls fighting our own battles in life. life's shitty n all tt but it always gets better wit friends like these :)

boyfriends come n go, but girlfriends are forever <3

2008-06-06T01:33:00.002+08:00

i love the sport, man. n i absolutely love playing wit e team :) I WANT TO PLAY FOR POL-ITE! Please please let us be among e 14 selected players!

2008-06-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

i wish i could be 15 all over again.

2008-06-01T22:31:00.010+08:00

Picture update! :)

zah's fondue treat at Max Brenner, Esplanade; Vesak Day 19 May <3

fel&gyver's bdaes; 23rd may! i look so tanned these days :'(

M1 touch carnival round 2, 24th May : CUP CHAMPIONS!

Post-celebration @ Island Creamery

Blacks Fun Touch; 25th May

delene,ayu,yici,me,beep,syahida <3stupid field gave me abrasions!

Angels Farewell Dinner; 31st MayGraduated batch :(

current batch! <333me,ayu,shima :))

ayu's sister's wedding; 1st june :D

aniwaes term break is finally here! i dunno y they even wana call it a holiday since everyone is jz rushing more proj n mugging hard for CAs. reali, 3 wks is not enough to complete all those projs n revision, on top of all e plans i alr made. haha. im jz grateful i dun haf to rush to complete my tutorial assignments in e middle of e nite for e nxt 3 wks n attend dreadful lectures haha. all e projs/reports were handed in on time n i was pretty pleased wit all e outcome so hooray for that. i cant believe we gotta start on our CA2 projs alr :( dammit!

btw zah, i hope ure mom's safe at home alr n doing better. xoxo.

damn it. i NEED to STOP being reminded by all these silly little things. n its proving to be alot tougher than i thought. someone pls throw my memory bank away.

2008-05-23T01:07:00.004+08:00

Hi honey, i noe ure reading this so HEPI BIRTHDAY! sorry im such a loser, tt i forgot tt my hp time was 5mins slower so in actual fact, i didnt get to wish u rite smack at midnite! haha. tts us exactly a yr ago, n e bottom pic taken jz a few days back. see how much we've grown? :)

love u!

N also, hepi bdae to Gyver! n hepi belated bdae to Junyu, n Matt(both on e 20th!). Evelyn's bdae's coming! woohoo.

Hey jude, dun make it bad. take a sad song n make it better :)

Reminder to myself:

Fri 23rd may:

-RWPS Mock Test

-GEMS meeting; 12.30pm at Jurong Point

-SSM Report Submission by 5pm

-Angels' Meeting at 5pm

Sat 24th May:

-M1 Round 2 Touch Rugby Carnival 9am-3pm

-Work 7-11

Sun 25th May:

-Blacks Fun Touch

-Consolidate MR report with group

Mon 26th May:

-RWPS Actual Test

-SSM Presentation

-UCCD Report Submission by 5pm

Tues 27th May:

-Training

Thurs 29th May:

-MR report submission by 5.30pm

-Training

Friday 30th May:

-GEMS Presentation

Sat 31st May:

-Angels' farewell party

So i guess tt leaves wed, fri n sun to work?

Crazy schedule.