So Hari Raya is here again. As i grow older, i realise i become less excited than previous years. I only look fwd to Hari Raye prayers n start eating again.hehe. But this yr, we went to two mosque & it was so packed so we ended up going to e prayers at the void deck a few streets away from my place. i nvr knew most bangladesh workers are muslim! hahaha. i jz assumed they're hindus. & i seem to cry like crazy these past few days, when i seek forgiveness from my parents n siblings & when i watched daun ketupat kering. although ive alr watched it last yr. heh.

Hari Raya visiting is always e same. e adults ask u sch/work related questions or kpo2 ones ask u personal qns like whether u have a bf alr etc etc. MANY of them either think im alr working or im still in secondary sch. goodness, dont i look 18? it went to e extent tt distant cousins thought i was younger than them but once they realise, they'll kiss my hand once we're abt to set off. it's a tad embarrassing im telling u. haha. how i wish i was taller.

One thing i love abt Hari Raya though is how u get tgtr wit cousins, all dressed frm head to toe in hari raye clothes & how everyone seek forgiveness from one another. & u get to see relatives whom u haven't seen in a yr n catch up. Not forgetting all e msges/calls u get from frens who wish one another slmt hari raya. it's nice to see a msg from old frens or those u havent heard from a while. Makes u feel better that they thought of u on this special day :) even sam,fel,kaming,seng smsed me, even though they're all e way in msia on 1st oct! So sweet!

Oh, gfs, nope, it didnt happened. Tradition broken. Slightly disappointed. But i gez i understand y it didnt happened. i gez we cant keep going on tt way forever huh. haha.

On to my health, sometimes i feel someone out there is jz out to get me. This yr i have no idea how many times ive been to e doctor. Im going to e doctor again later. My left eye's pimple is getting better i suppose. On e 1st day of raye, i told my parents to poke it wit a needle n it was quite gross, wit e pus n blood oozing out. NOW, there's a pimple growing INSIDE my lower eyelid on my right eye n it hurts even worse. Tell me, what did i do wrong? Sigh. Super stressful. & now, it makes me have absolutely no mood for anything. Dammit.

n btw, i bought a new laptop! It's made in spore n it's brand is called Axioo. So it's relatively cheaper. But im taking my chances. Since all my previous laptops r of gd brand names n they died on me, im trying my luck wit Spore made laptop. Hopefully this one will last!

Im going off now. To friends, Slmt Hari Raye Aidilfitri. Minal Aidil Walfaizin :)

p.s. Guys, our schedule is out! Fel, it sucksssssssss. How!