if only everyone in this world gets to live the good life. i hate how the rich spends money on unnecessary things, like as though they dont know what to do wit tt money wen others cld do so much wit an amount tt mite seem so little to others. sometimes i think how lucky my frens could be, having nothing to worry abt, wit future tt seems so bright, i always tend to wonder wad cld be missing from their lives. then again, i listen to others' plight n i realise how i shld consider Myself lucky, to not have to be burdened wit sch fees, to have my mom always waiting up for me wen i go hm late at nite etc. n how they feel so blessed wit e simple lives they lead, i feel ashamed how i sometimes wish for something more. n there's only so much tt u can do, but to jz listen.

e last few days, i did alot of listening. n i realise there's so many things i still dunno about life, or abt people im surrounded by. wad their talents are, their past n their dreams. how they get by each day to survive, how they feel abt life.

i wish poly life isnt so..superficial? hmm i dunno how to elaborate, but tts jz how i feel.

how i miss to have someone to hold, someone to help me make sense out of it all.

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